Your's Truly is in a slump. Maybe its because I've been sick for the last few days. My physical body is breaking my mental and emotional health. Seriously breaking it.
There are so many things that I want to accomplish. I want to feel like I'm good at something. Talented. Amazing. Just one thing... I just want one thing. Something to focus my attention. Something that is just second nature, that I don't have to work that hard for. Something that when I'm done, I can sincerely say was not hard to do.
Life is not easy. In order to accomplish things, you have to work for it. I already know that. It's been drilled into my brain. I understand the fundamentals. I understand the reasons why. But at some point, when I've yet to reap the benefits, it's hard for me to desire continuing the process.
There are so many things that I want to accomplish. I want to feel like I'm good at something. Talented. Amazing. Just one thing... I just want one thing. Something to focus my attention. Something that is just second nature, that I don't have to work that hard for. Something that when I'm done, I can sincerely say was not hard to do.
Life is not easy. In order to accomplish things, you have to work for it. I already know that. It's been drilled into my brain. I understand the fundamentals. I understand the reasons why. But at some point, when I've yet to reap the benefits, it's hard for me to desire continuing the process.
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