L's Journey

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! How I've missed you, bliggity blog.  I'm sorry you feel neglected but just wait until you hear what the h-e-double hockey sticks been going down!

I finished the back log of laundry, spring cleaned the kitchen and bathroom (neither of which was as disgusting as I thought it would be), met a boy (yes, he's quite a bit younger than me but hey, he's trainable!), rekindled a friendship with another boy, and started a new job.

It's so hard for me not to have communication with you.  There's so many things I want to talk about but now they all seem so trivial.  I want so badly to write it all out.  I want so badly to well...  have a certain person to talk to right now.  Oh dear blog... Its because of you that I've been able to work so many things out.  You've given me exactly what I needed when I needed to get things off my chest.  It's because of you that I've been able to experience the things that I have recently.  It's because of you that, well... I was able to be the person I have for the last couple days and have the interactions that I've had.  It's also because of you that I finally realized what it is that I expect out of my relationships and friendships.  Even though there is somebody that I really want to talk to right now other than you... I just can't bring myself to talk to him, not right now.

It's because of you sweet blog of mine... I think that our conversation about SACRIFICE has been figured out.

Until tomorrow precious blog...