I wrote the following list last year... looking at it, I don't know how much I've worked on certain things. I'll makes notes accordingly next to some items:
2010 List of Laura
- people need to have something in common to keep them close
- is freedom or security better?
- INDEPENDENCE IS A GAME
- am I emotionally and mentally involved with myself (End Of Year Note: I think I might actually be making progress with this!!)
- often hate others confidence (EOYN: I took this too much to heart and now I think others might be hating mine!)
- ambivalence for life and love
- always waiting for something external to change my life (EOYN: I had a huge problem with this in 2010)
- living below capabilities
- too busy maintaining life- not creating new one (EOYN: I'm in limbo with this right now- I know I've started to create something new- only time will tell whether or not I can keep it up)
- I am an illusion of strength
- motionless seesaw of statis
- Goal: Emotional Spontaneity (EOYN: See the word goal... I wrote that knowing that I wouldn't follow through)
Here's to keeping it moving... Never back-tracking....